Proverbs 8:34-36 Blessed is the man who hears me, watching daily at my gates, waiting at my door posts. For whoever finds me finds life, and will obtain favor from Yahweh. But he who sins against me wrongs his own soul. All those who hate me love death.” Psalm 84: 11 For Yahweh God is a sun and a shield. Yahweh will give grace and glory. He withholds no good thing from those who walk blamelessly. 12 Yahweh of Armies, blessed is the man who trusts in you. 1 John 5:5 Now who is the one overcoming the world, except the one believing that Jesus is the Son of God?
Monday 9 October 2023
Dear friends, what I sadly thought would never happen, has now happened.
I am receiving many phone calls from friends, saying is it true?
And so, as Emma has been telling people, I think it's time for me to tell you also.
I would like to inform you of our sad SEPARATION.
Due to Emma's desire and will, Emma and I have been SEPARATED now, after me taking her to her family's party, on the 5th of August 2023.
It was then and there, when it all started, when I received a terrible SHOCK, where Emma had much too much to drink, and from there she told me how she did not love me anymore, as she says, because I put God before her.
After that, it was not the same reason, but a different reason every day, from Emma saying and changing her mind to why she wanted to leave me and get divorced,
Yes, at the beginning I was not a perfect husband, but in the last 15 years when I found my faith in God, I dramatically changed, and I was always honest, and confessing to Emma if I ever did wrong, holding back NO secrets whatsoever.
In fact Emma always use to say, I was her rock, and how she could never start all over again.
Even though, at the beginning of our marriage, Emma was certainly no angel, but I am not here to put her down.
That's up to Emma if she wants to tell you the truth.
But as Emma loved me with all her heart, I denied myself, bending over backwards to support her and her mother, and Lauren, travelling hundreds of miles every week, taking Emma and her mother and Lauren to Hospitals for 15 years now, and humbling myself, to show Emma and her family unconditional love and support.
In fact, a week before Emma's mother died in our home, she held my hand, and said to me, Simon, please promise me to look after my daughter Emma.
How I would love to see Emma's mum again and say, I am proud, as I did it, what I never knew I could do!
I never left Emma, but she left me.
I learnt to accept Emma for refusing to let me be the boss, and let me control the finances, so I could insure our future.
I built with my own hands a home Emma so loved, and was so grateful for.
Only now to discover Emma now hates me and our lovely home, and tells me she will never want to come back ever again, and that she would rather live rough, even though I was willing to forgive her for what she had done, from how a deadly kiss with another man, turned her against me.
I am still wondering when I turned the other cheek, as I did for 15 years, if this was a good idea.
However, I now believe how this is all Gods will, who hates divorces, but who already knew what was going on.
And maybe God said enough was enough, that Emma didn't just lie to me, but to God as well.
In fact this is a last days prophecy, 1 Timothy 4:1
But the Spirit expressly states that in later times some will depart from the faith, giving heed to deceitful spirits and teachings of demons.
Emma is now moving out of our home at the end of this month, and is starting a new life.
Yes, my heart cries, as I still love her, and pray for God's blessings over her.
You can read this on my facebook here https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100068253125884
Berean Literal Bible
And we know that God works together all things for good to those loving God, to those being called according to His purpose,
Berean Literal Bible
For nothing is hidden which will not become manifest, nor secret which shall not be known and come to light.
So do not be afraid of them. For there is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, and nothing hidden that will not be made known.
For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be brought to light.
There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, and nothing hidden that will not be made known.